CHANGES

Assalamualaikum

Hmmmm funny funny funny....

Last weekend (Sat & Sun), I have the opportunity to be far away for the training at the north. Baling to be exact. Well it is more of relax training because I have employed Samsul and Amin to assist me.

I had time to think things through carefully and alhamdulillah, I know what I am going to do. But I need to sit down with the LOML. I hope this time it will happen. A long due life that I always wanted.

Sometimes it doesn't matter how long is the the relationship, but the fact that both stand and believes that one fine day it will happen, insya'allah what is fated is fated.

Oh ya the funny part is, just when I wanted the changes.... I was kept in the dark and communication goes silent from 6am to 10.30am. And when I called, it's the same argument....

Funny funny funny

SONS OF JOHORE

Assalamualaikum.

Somehow I believe there will be a change in me. Of only I have one objective, unite my family. For that there will be a born of 2011 ;- Sons Of Johore, "In Allah and Muhammad We Trust".

This is what I want to do before I leave this world and leave my name as one of those who care of his family. Even I know I will not have a complete one of my own but this will will do.

Inspired by Sons Of Anarchy.

Wassalam.

FORTITUDE

Assalamualaikum....

Fortitude - mental and emotional strength in facing difficulty, adversity, danger or temptation courageously.

Well I will start my writing today with life is not easy. One thing for sure, we will not always get what we want. I have to live my life as it is. Susah nak cakap. Saya dah cuba macam-macam. But what hurt me most is bila orang yang kita sayang tu tak appreciate kita.

Oklah biar saya jujur pada diri saya.

1) I am trying my level best to accept that to some people I am a nobody. No matter how hard I try.

2) I am trying to understand why to some, there is no appreciation.

3) I am trying to understand why just the only Love of My Life didn't understand me, after 6 years?

4) I am trying to understand why is it so difficult to find true love as I have given so much and only getting little in return. Not love I am looking for in return but appreciation.

So.. a decision.... I AM BUT A FRIEND...... then there will be no more FORTITUDE

Wassalam