End Of December 2011-Dan Bila Esok

Assalamualaikum,

Alhamdulillah dapat buat subuh pagi ni. Yang best part dapat lari and excersice pulak tu. I am back to myself like 6 Years ago. Life is lonely but happy. Nothing to look forward to and nothing to expect form anybody.

Whilst running I was thinking of my weaknesses (muhasabah diri) and yes she have every reason to leave me. It is a sad thing of being alone to start a new year but what done is done just that I wish one fine day she will know how much I love her....

Loneliness

Assalamualaikum,

What a weekend, I have been trying to complete my life for 6 years. End up, I was accused, manipulate and taking advantage of. Sadness... well it became immune.

Do I deserve all this? No.... I deserves better. So is she, maybe it is time to leave. Why must I stay if no one does not appreciate me. The sacrifice I have given, the time and the effort.

I turn to Allah swt for guidance now.

Salam.