Assalamualaikum,
It has been a while since I last wrote. Well today is a history in making I guess. I've decided that the best thing that I can do right now is to share my feelings into my blog and hope that if someone reads it, it will become a guide in life or some sort of knowledge or maybe simply just an information.
Finally, she reveals the true her, even deep inside me I know that is not her. I am taking it that she has left. The love of my life that I knew since 8 years ago has changed into someone that I do not know anymore. Allah has showed me the truth. It is true what people say; "people's changed".
Anyway above is my "mukadimah" only. From now onward, I want to share all of my feelings. Its about me and my feelings now.
Watched a movie (Thank you TM Unifi :-)) The Adjustment Bureau. Serious Best!!!! It makes me believe that out there, there is a true love. The movie is about this guy played by Matt Damon that was refused by faith to be with a girl played by Emily Blunt, but he keep fighting till he changed his faith and destiny and they were together at last.
The unique part is, the movie shows that it takes time, it takes sacrifice and above all it takes trust. I want tell all women out there... not all men are useless, not all men a liars and there is Allah that asked us to believe in Rukun Iman ke-6, QADA' & QADAR.
What makes us different is our faith that Allah knows the best. As for me... Thank you ... that makes me realize that life is full of joy, wake up Shahidir and fight... Fight with what you have and you believe... You mean nothing to her... As always she have found a better person than you... and now you got to stop to feel sorry for your self and move on. Show her that one day she will know the truth and she will regret.....
But as muslim................ I forgive you and nothing I want more but for your happiness.
