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Assalamualaikum…

Hi all…… it has been a while. Well, here I am again. Since the last I wrote it has been it is 205 days or 6 months 24 days plus minus the hours.  Anyway… life continues. Lots has happened… Arwah Zahrain already two years. Missing him… Arwah Ayah.. coming to 10 Years… Arwah Bapak…coming to 4 years this September.  Al-Fatihah.

MY FAMILY

All doing well, sampai ada yang kahwin tak perlu pertolongan. Makin jauh…. Semua sibuk dengan kehidupan masing-masing.

MY HEALTH

Here and there. Doctor just give MCs for 1 week. I have swollen Retina. Seeing a double, yellowish on my right eyes. Recovering.

MY CAREER

New job, NSTP, integration notice by the management. Moving forward I guess. As always love what I do. Ikhlas kerana Allah.

MY FEELINGS

Felling wise… well.. same as the title I guess.. still looking and still searching…  What I wanna do is… balik ke pangkal jalan, cinta yang menyintai diri dan…work to be happy.

                                                      

QUOTE OF THE DAY

“The food will be good if all of us in a good mood”

Till I write again….

Wassalam. 

The Adjustment Bureau

Assalamualaikum,

It has been a while since I last wrote. Well today is a history in making I guess. I've decided that the best thing that I can do right now is to share my feelings into my blog and hope that if someone reads it, it will become a guide in life or some sort of knowledge or maybe simply just an information. 

Finally, she reveals the true her, even deep inside me I know that is not her. I am taking it that she has left. The love of my life that I knew since 8 years ago has changed into someone that I do not know anymore. Allah has showed me the truth. It is true what people say; "people's changed".  

Anyway above is my "mukadimah" only. From now onward, I want to share all of my feelings. Its about me and my feelings now. 

Watched a movie (Thank you TM Unifi :-)) The Adjustment Bureau. Serious Best!!!! It makes me believe that out there, there is a true love. The movie is about this guy played by Matt Damon that was refused by faith to be with a girl played by Emily Blunt, but he keep fighting till he changed his faith and destiny and they were together at last.  

The unique part is, the movie shows that it takes time, it takes sacrifice and above all it takes trust. I want tell all women out there... not all men are useless, not all men a liars and there is Allah that asked us to believe in Rukun Iman ke-6, QADA' & QADAR. 

What makes us different is our faith that Allah knows the best. As for me... Thank you ... that makes me realize that life is full of joy, wake up Shahidir and fight... Fight with what you have and you believe... You mean nothing to her... As always she have found a better person than you... and now you got to stop to feel sorry for your self and move on. Show her that one day she will know the truth and she will regret.....

But as muslim................ I forgive you and nothing I want more but for your happiness. 

   

PERKAHWINAN

Assalamualaikum......

Tahniah buat Shadibah & Norazly.

"Semoga Allah memberi barakah bagi kamu dan memberkati keluarga kamu, dan mengumpulkan kamu dalam kebaikan dan kepada kebaikan."

Dan antara tanda-tanda-Nya (Allah) ialah Dia (Allah) menciptakan untuk kamu isteri-isteri daripada jenis kamu sendiri, supaya kamu cenderung (tenteram) kepadanya, dan dijadikan-Nya (Allah) antara kamu perasaan kasih dan sayang. Sesungguhnya pada yang demikian itu (terdapat) tanda-tanda bagi kaum yang berfikir. Surah Al-Rum ; ayat 21

Wassalam