Kehidupan ni adalah ketentuan Allah swt. Recently, I have made a decision not to engaged in any relationship due to I am tired of things I have failed plus obstacles. Then I have support and confident from the LOML and so I have made decision in thinking that I cant have all but I can have what I want and whatever comes after, I can face it. Including lossing my mother...
But at very end.... I was not wanted, I was not respected and I was not needed.
Like I said, Allah know best... I am hurt now but I have accepted.
:-(
