I could not believe what happened just now. I was out of control. Never in my life I was so hurt that I became angry. I apologise to myself for not being able to control my anger. It's just not you Shahidir... what happen....? The answer is I was too hurt for I believe my feelings is nothing to anyone now.
Why do I stay and take all this? The answer is love. Love that make me stay and believe that I have found someone that could love me and take me for what I am...
I was wrong I guess......