Thursday, July 22, 2010

Assalamualaikum

THE LOVE

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You can’t expect more when you give sincerely. Feelings that you have is for the person that complete you… your life… person who you want to be and spend what you have left in life. A feeling that is given unconditionally with the acceptance of past and circumstances.

THE MISTAKE

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This you learn by experience. No human is an angle and nobody is perfect. For choice you have to make live up with it. Either learn and change or sit and sorrow.

THE PROMISES

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When you agreed, you kept what you’ve promised. Failure is not a failure if you don’t stop trying. Changes are good.

THE CAIN

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Lost and stay lost no matter how hard you try. It is not a term neither it is a condition. But for some people it is important. What is promised. Given with heart and soul and with love and joy. Until to date none and message is clear.

ALL BET ARE OFF!!!!

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When you in love, you made a promises that you know you will kept it. You respect the relationship, you respect the person you love. Going through hell or high water!!!! But time has its limit, hurts amongst hurt. Not giving up but just knowing that to a person you meant nothing. And by actions and indication.. its all over. ALL BET ARE OFF !!!!!!

MY FEELINGS

Assalamualaikum

I, HOW I WANT TO FEEL

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Apparently…..

Feeling Being Deceived

Feeling Maybe,, Just Not Enough

Feeling I Am Nobody

Feeling as Friend ~ No more No Less

Feeling Expecting Too Much

Feeling I May be Difficult

Feeling Difficult To Breath

Feeling Hurt

Feeling Sad

And last but not least…..

Feeling Lonely…..


I, WHAT I WANT TO DO

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Apparently As at Today, Its just..... My life… my daughters…. And Me…..

I, WHAT I WISH FOR

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Appreciation, Respect,Happiness

And…. Love………………

Salam…

Monday, July 19, 2010

DANDER

Assalamualaikum.

I could not believe what happened just now. I was out of control. Never in my life I was so hurt that I became angry. I apologise to myself for not being able to control my anger. It's just not you Shahidir... what happen....? The answer is I was too hurt for I believe my feelings is nothing to anyone now.

Why do I stay and take all this? The answer is love. Love that make me stay and believe that I have found someone that could love me and take me for what I am...

I was wrong I guess......