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Assalamualaikum......

Tahniah buat Shadibah & Norazly.

"Semoga Allah memberi barakah bagi kamu dan memberkati keluarga kamu, dan mengumpulkan kamu dalam kebaikan dan kepada kebaikan."

Dan antara tanda-tanda-Nya (Allah) ialah Dia (Allah) menciptakan untuk kamu isteri-isteri daripada jenis kamu sendiri, supaya kamu cenderung (tenteram) kepadanya, dan dijadikan-Nya (Allah) antara kamu perasaan kasih dan sayang. Sesungguhnya pada yang demikian itu (terdapat) tanda-tanda bagi kaum yang berfikir. Surah Al-Rum ; ayat 21

Wassalam

THE VOW

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Well it has been a while since I last wrote. What can I say… like always… as my life came back to its course I can see the trend of typical Shahidir is always the same, when comes to LOML, being sick and being accepted back. Then the blog stop for a period.. I shall call it recovery period ha ha ha :-0.

Well, I am back, a lot of things change like I saw in the movie quotes “give time people change”. I saw this movie The Vow, stars Channing Tatum and Rachel McAdams. A really really really good movies. Let me not be a critic, but overall I love the story line and it’s actually inspired by true events.. how cool is that huh???

But what I am going to write today is my Vows to the LOML:-

You are the LOML.., I accepted you as who you are and not as who I want you to be, of course when it come to certain things; to our wonderful religion of islam, some attitude and appearance have need to change, but that is what I am for right? To be the one who guide you?

LOML……, you are my friend, my pain, my joy, my sadnees and my love… now till eternity, I want to grow old with you, spend what I have left in life with you. Loving you like no one has loved you before. Taking care of you and making you fall in love with me, each and every second of everyday.

Be with me, share you life with me, and give me a chance to prove that I am the one, the true love…. for each of my sentence coming from a pure sincere heart that I have for you…. LOVE OF MY LIFE….

Well…. Tu jelah…. Funny funny funny…. Shahidir kan….
Anyway.. LOML… do not feel tertekan, you may think what you want about me but YESSSSSSS I do know FREEDOM is on the table…. And that’s that….

Wassalam

LONELINESS, I DECIDED

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I never felt this lonely before. Sometimes when you are not well, you kind of have a lot of time thinking a lot about your life and also about other people.

While writing this, both my daughters FQ and FR are reading this at the same time. So cute… they ask me “abah… abah bukak diari ke?” I just kept myself quiet. They visited me because I am not well.

Anyway, it is not easy to fight with yourself in changing who you are before. Not that I don’t have feelings but I have mentioned before that this heart is closed for anyone right now. It hurt too much because of what is wanted out of me. Freedom. Even I have experienced same thing in 2005, it hurts more now.

Now I decided that I want to be alone. I decided that I don’t have to follow any terms and conditions of anyone. I decided that you are better off having a friend for your life partner as what you have been looking for. You wanted freedom, you wanted new love and you wanted friends so I am making it easy for you. Go, and my doa’s happiness for you and kids.

That is all.

Wassalam