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Assalamualaikum

Thank you, for the time spent, for the honesty and above all for being truthful how you feel.

As for me, my opinion which is based on a bitter experience; when we're incomplete, we're always searching for somebody to complete us. Then, after a few years of a relationship, we find that we're still unfulfilled, then, we blame our partners and take up with somebody more promising. That’s one….

Two, we will try and try and keep on trying to make things happen. We don’t just give up on our relationship without trying until we admit that while a partner can add colors dimensions to our lives, we, each of us, are responsible for our own fulfillment. Nobody else can provide it for us, and to believe otherwise is to delude ourselves dangerously and to accept failure every relationship we enter.

Again, based on true experience, love is when you hurt and cry and still want him/her, it's when he/she ignores you, you would still in love with him/her, it's when he/she loves another you still smile and say I'm happy for you, when all you really do is being sad. You even wish for him/ her comfort on difficult days, smiles when sadness intrudes, rainbows to follow the clouds, laughter of happiness and doa’s for a better life in future.

However, in finding true love is not easy… to me…. my opinion, based on a solid experience, true love is when a person don’t just give up and try their best way to break trough and make understand how meaningful their love is. If you built up a wall around you like I did last time… I am looking for those who care enough to break them down for it; I will know that much that person really in love with me.

True love also means you can close your eyes to the things you do not want to see, but you cannot close your heart to the things you do not want to feel. You don't wish to be everything to everyone, but you would like very much to be something to someone.

However, I’ve learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. But trough all of this, life still continues on. Well enough of sadness, new day, new beginning…

Wow… I am not sure how many people will understand what I am trying to say but… it is purely my thoughts over the matter of love.

Thank you FWT….

LAUGH OF THE DAY

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Someone just told me I am but a pathetic person. Seeking and pleading to a person that left me.

Q : Have you no shame of writing in your blog for someone who left you?
ME : No

Q : Have you no shame of letting the world know about it?
ME : No

Q : Do you understand she does not want you anymore?
ME : I do

Q : Do you know she is with someone else now?
ME : I do know.

Q : Then why all the nonsense writing. Have pride, be a man… jangan jadi orang tak malu she don’t want you anymore and you terhegeh – hegeh..
ME :
1st - What I wrote is my own business.
2nd - I am not asking for forgiveness or anything from anyone. None of your business.
3rd - Yes. She left, She have new guy, I get that but still none of your business.
4th - I didn’t say anything bad about her or anyone. Still none of your business
5th - Orang nak pikir apa, pikirlah…. Ada aku kisah????

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THE SECOND LETTER

Assalamualaikum,

People often describe love as an emotion that we can't control, one that overwhelms logic and common sense. That's what it was like for me. I didn't plan on falling in love, and I doubt if anybody planned on falling in love with me.

But once we met, it was clear that neither of us could control what was happening to us. We fell in love, despite our differences, and once we did, something rare and beautiful was created. For me, love like that has happened only once, and that's why every minute we spent together has been seared in my memory. I'll never forget a single moment of it. The problem now is the memories remains and hurts like hell.

I can’t stop to look your pictures, our pictures, listening to our songs, wondering how you are and what you do, who you are with despite I know you are now happily with another person. Allah… I even went to visit those places when we were together. Just sitting down and staring and imagining you are there with me.

I guess what I'm trying to say is that you are there, in everything I am, in everything I've ever done, and looking back, I know that I should have told you know much you've always meant to me. But what happen has happened. You left…and now I am alone.

Every day, every moment, every minute and every second I need reasons to wake up in the morning, getting ready for my daughters, without you I just couldn’t do it. I am trying here. Allah knows I am trying.

There are moments when I wish I can turn back the time and take all the sadness away, but I have a feeling that if I did, the joy would be gone as well. So I take the memories, the pain, the suffering and anything else as they come, accepting them all, letting them guide me to new life that I wish for Allah to give……
It is concluded you are the Love of My Life…. And no one else. Wish you of all happiness in this world and the next. I will never ever stop doa’s for you and kids…. Sincerely….