THE NEW YEAR

Assalamualaikum.

What can I say, my new year starts with sadness but I really hope it will end in happiness. I saw this movie "Slumdog Millionaire" playing at TV3 at 5.00pm yesterday. It make me appreciate life more. So much of trouble in life but at the end Allah swt has given both money and the girl. To me, the best part of all is when the inspector told Jamal that the problem is... he is too honest.

Well... in real life maybe it should be that way. Even at times when people don't appreciate you when you being honest, you should believe in yourself that you are doing the right thing. My doa's to Allah swt may today and till end of 2012 will be better and a good year for me and my family.

Amin...

End Of December 2011-Dan Bila Esok

Assalamualaikum,

Alhamdulillah dapat buat subuh pagi ni. Yang best part dapat lari and excersice pulak tu. I am back to myself like 6 Years ago. Life is lonely but happy. Nothing to look forward to and nothing to expect form anybody.

Whilst running I was thinking of my weaknesses (muhasabah diri) and yes she have every reason to leave me. It is a sad thing of being alone to start a new year but what done is done just that I wish one fine day she will know how much I love her....

Loneliness

Assalamualaikum,

What a weekend, I have been trying to complete my life for 6 years. End up, I was accused, manipulate and taking advantage of. Sadness... well it became immune.

Do I deserve all this? No.... I deserves better. So is she, maybe it is time to leave. Why must I stay if no one does not appreciate me. The sacrifice I have given, the time and the effort.

I turn to Allah swt for guidance now.

Salam.